I am Ferguson
I alive inwards St. Louis. I may non receive got been born in addition to raised inwards this wonderful city, but it is in addition to volition ever live my home, whether I reside hither or not.
When I moved hither for a undertaking later on college inwards August 2001, I knew no 1 in addition to knew nada well-nigh my novel home. I was alone, scared in addition to inwards demand of about feeling of belonging. Unfortunately, that was shortly to come upward inwards the cast of 1 of the greatest tragedies our province has ever experienced: 9-11.
I had the privilege of working at the St. Louis Post-Dispatch on the twenty-four hours that 9-11 befell America. I arrived at function betwixt the commencement in addition to 2d planes hitting the towers. When I walked into function that morning, I had no persuasion what was going on, all I knew was that the word flooring was on lock-down in addition to people were eerily quite. To tell that the experience forthwith related me to my beau St. Louisans is stretch, but it was a large component subdivision of the gum that bonded me to this dandy city.
But earlier things modify inwards my hometown forever, I would similar to verbalize a petty flake well-nigh what it is similar to live living inwards such a political hot spot. My solid unit of measurement in addition to I alive inwards St. Louis. My hubby is a instructor inwards Ferguson. As a someone who suffers from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), this entire province of affairs has been 1 huge trigger for me.
Every day, people inwards St. Louis wake upward scared for when the grand jury statement volition come upward out. We don't know what's going to happen. We don't know where it is condom to go. We receive got been advised to stock upward on nutrient in addition to supplies because it may non fifty-fifty live condom to acquire to Target (talk well-nigh commencement footing problems). My hubby waits daily to listen whether he is to study to schoolhouse or whether schoolhouse is canceled indefinitely due to Ferguson no longer beingness a condom mensuration for children to acquire due to the violence erupting there.
With the Michael Brown grand jury statement hanging inwards the air similar a thick cloud of toxicant waiting to descend upon us at whatever moment, my dandy urban nub is at the crux of something bigger than the people who brand upward this thriving metropolis.
It seems that people from across the footing receive got made upward their minds 1 means or about other on what happened that fateful afternoon inwards Ferguson. The occupation is, only 12 jurors in addition to a handful of people connected to the jury receive got all of the facts. Others meet a Facebook ship or a tweet from Anonymous in addition to believe it equally the give-and-take of God. I've fifty-fifty seen someone I went to college alongside ship a photograph of a law officeholder macing a kid in addition to maxim that it happened in addition to Ferguson. It happened inwards Brazil. In 2011. Things similar this are non helping. There are existent people stuck inwards the middle of this in addition to hearsay in addition to misinformed judgment are pain the proficient people of Ferguson. The people who are protesting a corrupt in addition to racially biased judge arrangement in addition to the mistreatment of America.
But 99% of the people who are protesting are doing in addition to hence inwards a peaceful in addition to productive manner. No thing what the statement comes out as, what happened was wrong. No thing what the grand jury decides, lives volition live ruined. Whether Darren Wilson used excessive forcefulness or Michael Brown attacked the officeholder doesn't actually matter. What matters is going forrard inwards a means where things similar this don't come about at all in addition to hence in that place is no greyish area.
There demand live no sides. The only side nosotros demand is 1 for change. One that, going forward, things similar the killing of Michael Brown, no thing what the logistics of the actual incident were, are dark in addition to white. Not inwards race, but inwards facts. Whether a immature dark human being used forcefulness against a immature white officeholder or a immature white officeholder used forcefulness against a immature dark man, nosotros demand to practise an environs going forrard that allows both of those individuals to thrive in addition to live without fearfulness of the other.
I don't receive got all of the facts. I am non 1 of the 12 men in addition to women who were chosen to accept inwards all of the data in addition to brand 1 of the hardest decisions asked of Americans inwards decades, in addition to hence I practise non receive got a side. Because without all of the information, picking a side is only conjecture of my ain beliefs on a real volatile situation. All I know is that no thing what decisions comes downwardly from those 12 people, my urban nub in addition to our footing equally nosotros know it is well-nigh to change. For the worse for a while, but eventually, I tin only hope, for the better.
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